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http://abstractart.video.blog/2021/12/18/embracing-the-cold/

Today started off just fine until I was ticked off. Instead of arguing about it, I left. I had to get away before I lost it all together. I am going through enough as it is, and I am alright though, but I just had to get away. I am trying so hard to get rid of things I do not want to hold on to. I am trying to change in good ways. Some of my old ways are trying to creep back in because of how I feel about being called names. When that happens, I see red, and I don’t want to be angry and filled with hate. I just want to be happy with myself, and feel good about myself everyday. I don’t need to be around anyone who’s going to bring me down.

Maybe this is just what I needed. Maybe I just needed some time alone to myself to think about the things I want to do in the coming year. I actually got up walked out of the house and left. I don’t like being called names like stupid and slow, because I’m not any of those things. I am smart, beautiful, and multi talented. I am unique. I am the only me there is in this world. I am to be respected, loved, and cared for.

What does a person profit calling someone out of their name? Do they understand that words hurt! Do they realize that words can cause destruction in a person’s life! I am so hurt right now! I just want to scream!!! I am trying to remember all of the positive things my daughter told me about myself. I wish she were here to lift me up.

My son told me that maybe I should go to the park sometimes and commune with nature, so, this is where I am…at the park sitting on a bench listening to the sounds around me. Looking at these paintings is relaxing, but there is a squirrel chattering at me from the tree in front of me. I feel a since of peace that I didn’t have at first. I know I will have to hear about this when I go home, but if I do, I will just leave again. I needed this time to myself. This is something I normally wouldn’t do, but I guess it’s a first time for everything. I guess I will go home now. It is getting late. I enjoyed myself alone. Until next time, thank you for following me on my journey with Food for the Soul. ©2021

I will always trust in God no matter what I face in life.

What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee. Psalms 56: 3 Shared from Bible Home for Android https://bit.ly/bible-home-play

He that loveth not knoweth not God; for God is love. 1 John 4: 8 Shared from Bible Home for Android https://bit.ly/bible-home-play

He that loveth not knoweth not God; for God is love. 1 John 4: 8 Shared from Bible Home for Android https://bit.ly/bible-home-play

In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God. John 1: 1 Shared from Bible Home for Android https://bit.ly/bible-home-play

https://divasjournal.wordpress.com/2021/12/11/watch-endless-love-lionel-ritchie-duet-w-diana-ross-w-lyrics-on-youtube-music/

I finished the Peace on Earth: A 5-Day Advent Devotional Bible reading plan from @YouVersion! Check it out here: http://bible.com/r/4TY

Depart from evil, and do good; Seek peace, and pursue it. Psalm 34:14 KJV https://bible.com/bible/1/psa.34.14.KJV

Therefore, my brethren dearly beloved and longed for, my joy and crown, so stand fast in the Lord, my dearly beloved. I beseech Euodias, and beseech Syntyche, that they be of the same mind in the Lord. And I intreat thee also, true yokefellow, help those women which laboured with me in the gospel, with Clement also, and with other my fellowlabourers, whose names are in the book of life. Rejoice in the Lord alway: and again I say, Rejoice. Let your moderation be known unto all men. The Lord is at hand. Be careful for nothing; but in every thing by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known unto God. And the peace of God, which passeth all understanding, shall keep your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus. Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things. Those things, which ye have both learned, and received, and heard, and seen in me, do: and the God of peace shall be with you. Philippians 4:1‭-‬9 KJV https://bible.com/bible/1/php.4.1-9.KJV

Peace on Earth: A 5-Day Advent Devotional • Devotional https://bible.com/reading-plans/17208/day/5?segment=0

I just finished day 4 of the @YouVersion plan ‘Peace on Earth: A 5-Day Advent Devotional’. Check it out here: http://bible.com/r/4TY

Wherefore remember, that ye being in time past Gentiles in the flesh, who are called Uncircumcision by that which is called the Circumcision in the flesh made by hands; that at that time ye were without Christ, being aliens from the commonwealth of Israel, and strangers from the covenants of promise, having no hope, and without God in the world: but now in Christ Jesus ye who sometimes were far off are made nigh by the blood of Christ. For he is our peace, who hath made both one, and hath broken down the middle wall of partition between us; having abolished in his flesh the enmity, even the law of commandments contained in ordinances; for to make in himself of twain one new man, so making peace; and that he might reconcile both unto God in one body by the cross, having slain the enmity thereby: and came and preached peace to you which were afar off, and to them that were nigh. For through him we both have access by one Spirit unto the Father. Now therefore ye are no more strangers and foreigners, but fellowcitizens with the saints, and of the household of God; and are built upon the foundation of the apostles and prophets, Jesus Christ himself being the chief corner stone; in whom all the building fitly framed together groweth unto an holy temple in the Lord: in whom ye also are builded together for an habitation of God through the Spirit. Ephesians 2:11‭-‬22 KJV https://bible.com/bible/1/eph.2.11-22.KJV

Peace on Earth: A 5-Day Advent Devotional • Devotional https://bible.com/reading-plans/17208/day/4?segment=0

I just finished day 3 of the @YouVersion plan ‘Peace on Earth: A 5-Day Advent Devotional’. Check it out here: http://bible.com/r/4TY

And there were in the same country shepherds abiding in the field, keeping watch over their flock by night. And, lo, the angel of the Lord came upon them, and the glory of the Lord shone round about them: and they were sore afraid. And the angel said unto them, Fear not: for, behold, I bring you good tidings of great joy, which shall be to all people. For unto you is born this day in the city of David a Saviour, which is Christ the Lord. And this shall be a sign unto you; Ye shall find the babe wrapped in swaddling clothes, lying in a manger. And suddenly there was with the angel a multitude of the heavenly host praising God, and saying, Glory to God in the highest, And on earth peace, good will toward men. And it came to pass, as the angels were gone away from them into heaven, the shepherds said one to another, Let us now go even unto Bethlehem, and see this thing which is come to pass, which the Lord hath made known unto us. And they came with haste, and found Mary, and Joseph, and the babe lying in a manger. And when they had seen it, they made known abroad the saying which was told them concerning this child. And all they that heard it wondered at those things which were told them by the shepherds. But Mary kept all these things, and pondered them in her heart. And the shepherds returned, glorifying and praising God for all the things that they had heard and seen, as it was told unto them. Luke 2:8‭-‬20 KJV https://bible.com/bible/1/luk.2.8-20.KJV

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I just finished day 2 of the @YouVersion plan ‘Peace on Earth: A 5-Day Advent Devotional’. Check it out here: http://bible.com/r/4TY