Today, I turned 50 years old! Where did the years go? I can remember when I thought I would not get to see my birthday because of illness. I am thankful that God has allowed me to see another birthday. I have seen so many of my dreams come true and I pray that I will see many more come true. This has not been the kind of birthday I thought it would be. I thought that turning the big 50 was supposed to be something great but for me, it wasn’t. Turning 50 only made me realize that I have lived half of my life trying to do everything I ever wanted to do in my life. What’s so funny is that I did not receive one birthday gift from anyone, not even a call from my mother. This is what broke my heart, and not even a call from my sons. I thought I was supposed to be happy today. I thought that this would be the day I would always remember and want to talk about forever. The one person I thought would make this day special for me didn’t.
My birthday will come every year, but I won’t celebrate it because the ones I love the most are not here to help me make my birthday happy. Happy 50th birthday to me, from me.🎉🎂🌹💕